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Post by My-Chikorita on Apr 15, 2024 21:30:45 GMT
I've had a *lot* of stuff going on in my life lately. My last post barely scratched the surface and lots of things have happened since then. I don't know why 2024 has been so ridiculously hard so far, and I don't know if there's a reason for it or not. Maybe this is just how it is.
I've been dealing with mood episodes again, and it got especially bad the first week of April. Right now it's a lot better, thankfully, but I still wouldn't say my moods are 100% "normal". Even this morning I had some struggles. It's kind of on and off at the moment.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Apr 19, 2024 2:14:31 GMT
Sometimes posting on forums can help me when I can’t sleep. Probably that connection to 2004 which reminds me of how much I love the strange, untamed world of sleep…<333333 heehee💖🥳 Edit; dreams that’s what comfort me…always….
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Post by My-Chikorita on Apr 21, 2024 16:52:43 GMT
I had a dream about eating chocolate filled Oreos and Oreo ice cream last night, Jirachu MilleniumPika. xD It was so weird and bizarre to me. I haven't had Oreos or sugary ice cream in years. I remember they didn't taste very strong because I can't remember the flavor super clearly. But I do remember how chocolate tastes because I have sugar-free chocolate. Also, I probably had that dream because I ate some sugar-free cookies right before bed, and they had chocolate in them. I'm having a mostly nice day so far. ^^ I got a good amount of sleep, had a zero sugar energy drink, did some reading, and now I'm having tea. I did freak out a bit over a Neopets glitch, but I feel better now.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Apr 24, 2024 4:49:22 GMT
Your dream sounds really fun My-Chikorita thank you for posting about it^^ I have been getting over excited and insomniac a little lately o.0;; I hope that passes over time xD; i might want to take naps over the weekend hahaha… I hope I get to see Sophie again soon seeing her tiny little face always makes me smile^^ and when she patrols the neighbors for food scraps she sure can make me laugh xD
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Post by My-Chikorita on Apr 24, 2024 21:10:59 GMT
I had a mostly good day today. I did some cleaning, went to the library, went to my favourite café, and read. There were some dark spots, but I'm trying not to focus on those too much.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Apr 25, 2024 5:51:18 GMT
I had a mostly good day today. I did some cleaning, went to the library, went to my favourite café, and read. There were some dark spots, but I'm trying not to focus on those too much. I am glad your day has been mostly positive I felt…yucky and strange after eating that Indian food yesterday o.o;; I am wondering if I have a mild food sensitivity to one of the spices they use in their cooking….I am not so sure I should eat that kind of food again for awhile….xD; But oh well. Life goes on. I might buy some benedril today when I go to the convience store, ‘cos probably having more allergy medicine can also help lower food sensitivity reactions as well. I just hope I do not have an embarrassing day at day program today there’s certain things I cannot cope with happening over there very well, and I might want to pull aside the staff to let them know that food didn’t agree with me well in case I need to…leave the group room a lot today….>____>;;;
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Post by ZandraJoi on Apr 27, 2024 13:26:57 GMT
Good Morning! We're almost going from April Showers to May Flowers now
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Post by My-Chikorita on Apr 27, 2024 20:20:56 GMT
I had a good day today. I went to Goodwill and Target with my mom and brother (I got books, bookmarks, and a new notebook), got a sugar-free latte, and spent time reading. I have an appointment on Monday to find out the results of the pulmonary test I did. Hopefully it goes okay.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Apr 27, 2024 20:49:01 GMT
Does anyone remember the website “Eevzys place”? I remember that old Pokémon page, it popped into my head just now cos I was hyper focusing on the Eevee line a little as I was posting here xD Eevee and it’s evos really are awesome they are all fox like and all super cute and many of the evos are also girly^^ Maybe sometime I should make my own free fan page for all of them :3 I still like Pikachu a lot too but yeah it’s hard to beat lovable foxes :3 xD i have some cool Pokémon colloseum picmixes I made too that maybe I could use in my signature here sometime. Espeon and umbreon are really badass and adorable :3 it’s so cool that those are the Pokémon you start with in that game. The music in colloseum is wicked cool too. Posting this also makes me wonder if I should play showdown again one day with an eeveelution related team. That could be fun cos the eeveelutions aren’t just cute; they can also be really strong with the right move set^^
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Post by My-Chikorita on Apr 29, 2024 22:28:20 GMT
Jirachu MilleniumPika, I remember Eevzy's Place! For some reason I didn't like that site in 2004. xD; I think I was annoyed by how popular it was. Yet it still makes me nostalgic for 2004 anyway. I was a silly kid. Anyway, my results for the pulmonary test were good. My lungs are normal. Also, my foot is okay too (she looked at the blister at the same appointment). The only bad thing is... I have to stop eating carbs. o.o Like, seriously. No more pizza or pasta. My blood sugar is really high again from eating carbs today and yesterday... I'm going to miss pizza a lot, but my health is more important. besides, I THINK I can have cauliflower crust pizza. It's lower in carbs, and a nutritionist I saw said it was a good option.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Apr 29, 2024 22:39:08 GMT
I hope not eating carbs will go well for you melanie o.o I want you to be okay… Pokémon is a fun series. :3 I might use a yume 2kki/nikki related signature here in a short while since I am so happy yno project is working on my iPad again. Dreamcore is epic💖 I try to keep my stress levels lower these days. The neighbors do make it kinda hard, though….they keep having issues with their clients o-o;;; it’s crazy….sometimes I wish the neighbors would move away cos of all the drama >_<;;; even if I like Sophie a lot…. But they did tell me not to let myself get pessimistic or triggered by their issues, no matter how weird they get. Which comforts me. Cos I am sick and tired of getting worked up over other people plus….there’s studies that too much stress CAN be extremely bad for overall health….
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Post by jhg on May 1, 2024 5:58:47 GMT
I hope not eating carbs will go well for you melanie o.o I want you to be okay… Pokémon is a fun series. :3 I might use a yume 2kki/nikki related signature here in a short while since I am so happy yno project is working on my iPad again. Dreamcore is epic💖 I try to keep my stress levels lower these days. The neighbors do make it kinda hard, though….they keep having issues with their clients o-o;;; it’s crazy….sometimes I wish the neighbors would move away cos of all the drama >_<;;; even if I like Sophie a lot…. But they did tell me not to let myself get pessimistic or triggered by their issues, no matter how weird they get. Which comforts me. Cos I am sick and tired of getting worked up over other people plus….there’s studies that too much stress CAN be extremely bad for overall health…. That's rough buddy.
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Post by My-Chikorita on May 1, 2024 10:08:42 GMT
Yesterday I got coffee with my mom at a place we hadn't been to in a while. I got a sugar-free caramel latte. Later, I saw Dennis, and I got a tea latte with him (one called Rose Garden). We had a good conversation while driving to and from there. I spent time at my mom's house. I did have an issue later on, though, I started feeling really weird and overwhelmed, but it went away after a while. This morning I'm feeling good so far. ^^
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on May 5, 2024 8:06:38 GMT
This forum is strange and awesome. 2004 forever xD
*summons the infinity cube cos I am Jirachu*
…. I need to get more sleep tonight…also, a grown woman, making silly, 2004 style posts….I have no words. I like tea parties and Pokémon xD; and tiaras :3
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Post by My-Chikorita on May 7, 2024 18:17:10 GMT
I finally saw my psychiatrist today. I feel like I didn't have enough time to tell her everything; she was trying to rush me out the door while I still had stuff to say. Ah well. She increased my dose of mood stabilizer, but I really think it's time to try a completely new med. I've been having regular episodes for several months now. I'll probably tell her that next time unless the episodes keep happening (thankfully, I'm not in one at the moment, but I had a mixed episode for almost the entirety of April).
Also, my current case manager was supposed to take me to that appointment, but she canceled last minute, so my mom took me. My case manager hasn't taken me to a single appointment and she barely does anything. She's been SO unprofessional that I asked for a new case manager. I don't know why she doesn't seem to like me very much, but from the first time I saw her, I had that feeling. It's hard to explain, but it's clear she doesn't want to work with me, so it's better I get a new person. Hopefully the next case manager will actually want to do their job (and not look down on me like they're so "superior" like she does).
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