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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Jun 10, 2023 14:00:15 GMT
Posting on tsph is really calming for me right now writing is a good way to express yourself But I do want to not overdo forums cos too much net can in turn cause more anxiety to me sometimes due to memories. Although it’s good I challenge those memories a bit too; cos I know I am awesome
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Post by slooroo on Jun 20, 2023 19:26:34 GMT
Found a really cool bottle today and cleaned it the best I can (though it still has some dirt spots. Annoying but little I can do)
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Post by My-Chikorita on Jun 30, 2023 14:25:27 GMT
I may or may not get to go on a trip to Tennessee next week. My mom is worried about money, and might not want to spend so much on a trip. Hopefully we can go, but if not, I guess I'm staying home (as usual).
Renton is getting a day off for the holiday, at least, so there's that.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Jul 20, 2023 9:05:46 GMT
Listening to metal and trying to figure out how to spend the morning. Maybe walk around outside to metal music. Sort of fed up with this month and just need that intense ness. I hope I can manage to eat breakfast today, cos that’s seriously important… Edit; on the plus side, I got my favourite day program activity today the art lady I probably will eat soon. Sometimes I just get frusterated and need badas* music to get past it for a short while. It’s part of how I cool myself down. I guess. (Emotionally)
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Post by My-Chikorita on Jul 28, 2023 16:07:38 GMT
I did go on that trip to Tennessee, and it was a ton of fun. I'm having a nice day so far today. I got coffee with my mom this morning, and got home in time to see the lady who's filling in for the person who helps me (she's super nice!). We went for a walk and talked about music, I showed her my MLP vinyl record, and we did some cleaning. I have another appointment today, this time to see my psychiatrist with my case manager. I should tell her about the random hypomanic episode I had while I was in Tennessee, which seemed to come out of nowhere. I'm not sure if my meds need to be adjusted or not.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Aug 5, 2023 17:41:11 GMT
Ehhhh I am going through a serious pink phase today lol xD It’s bringing me a sense of joy to just…..feel happy pink is my favourite colour😁 I even made a insanity thread about the colour. From now on…..pink. Rules. No matter what
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Post by My-Chikorita on Aug 9, 2023 2:10:46 GMT
I had a nice day today. I spent it mostly at home, but I was okay with that. I've been listening to audiobooks, reading books and websites, and playing some video games. When Renton got home, we went to Wendy's for dinner, and I got ghost pepper fries again. xD Tomorrow the lady filling in will likely come over. We're planning on organizing my tea pantry. I also need to go to the store for more Keto bread, and maybe I can get coffee from the gas station while I'm there.
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Post by slooroo on Sept 19, 2023 18:02:06 GMT
Ahoy. Just been working.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Sept 21, 2023 9:43:03 GMT
I have a magical girl avatar now cos I am so sick of my lack of self confidence. I am an awesome person, and I shoulda really been celebrating that already I mean maybe on average I know it more than I think but…..I duno. I just wanna do good stuff and not create drama overall And actually know how to have emotions calmly. Like a princess
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Post by My-Chikorita on Sept 26, 2023 19:43:46 GMT
Hi, slooroo and Jirachu MilleniumPika! I hope you've been well. I'm glad it's fall now. I look forward to it every year. The leaves around here are starting to change, and the temperature has been getting cooler (thank goodness, because I don't like heat). I'm turning 30 next month on the 15th! I'm hoping for a car ride, coffee and/or tea at local places, and maybe a trip to a bookstore. Basically I want to go to all my favourite places. xD My birthday is on a Sunday, which is nice.
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Oct 23, 2023 8:43:36 GMT
I might watch Pikachu videos this morning cos Pikachu is badass and tough. Which might help with my optimism goal since some stuff came up that’s worried me last week. I know I will be okay, but maybe I need a little extra strength. October sometimes is strange in general for me, even if Halloween is fun xD; One of the things I want for Christmas this year is this vegetarian Pokémon cookbook I saw at barns and noble it’s the perfect cookbook for me to really learn basics from! And none of the recipes have meat in them cept for one that has fish and even then that’s more pescatarian than meat eater food so it’s still technecly vegetarian in some peoples opinions.
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Post by My-Chikorita on Oct 24, 2023 13:10:41 GMT
I woke up early today, which I'm happy about. I was sleeping in late for a long time. If I have a goal, it's to wake up early more often and write at least a little bit every day (unless I'm busy with something else). ^^ I recently sent some of my writing to two people, my case manager and the person who helps me. Right now I am having a zero sugar caffeine drink (it tastes like candy even though it has no sugar, which is cool xD) and reading and posting. And listening to some calming lo-fi music on YouTube. :3 I found a mental health section at the downtown library. They have some great books there, including a Marya Hornbacher book, though many of the books I saw I already have. I checked out a few memoirs I haven't read yet. Yay for posting about random things!
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Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Oct 25, 2023 9:22:36 GMT
I wonder if hello kitty has been like my favourite fictional character lately xD I seem to use avatars of her a lot these days haha I have some fun Halloween parties coming up last night, I dreamt I couldn’t go to one cos “my brothers birthday was rescedualed to Friday afternoon” xD; there IS a birthday of a friend of mines coming up, and her party is on Sunday. My brother is like Christmas Eve though haha but I guess I dreamed a friend of mine was him since my friends are generally my family now I don’t play soccer/football at day program anymore. Some people there have been playing a little roughly at some sports, although I don’t hold it against them since I know it’s probably something they need to work on. Admittedly, I can get competitive at some stuff, too. My case worker and I talked about it yesterday, that I….don’t like being last in bowling when I am against multiple people o.o like at all. I think it’s because of some upsetting expression I used to hear as a kid, so I refused to look at the score board yesterday due to it…..yeah. I hope I was nice enough overall to my fill in case worker yesterday. I know sometimes I have judged her, due to my lack of self love I really need to get over, but I really do like that lady a lot and think she is a sweet and kind person like she also said, no one is perfect, so we should never throw stones at them figuratively….
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Post by Professor Glitch on Oct 25, 2023 16:14:26 GMT
I have some Hello Kitty items including a Hello Kitty shaped chocolate donut squishy, for some reason. I wore a Hello Kitty shirt out and people thought I was a fan. I'm not sure I can call myself a big fan of Hello Kitty specfiically, I just like cute things.
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Post by slooroo on Oct 25, 2023 17:09:07 GMT
More work yay
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