Post by Jirachu MilleniumPika on Apr 14, 2023 9:00:36 GMT
I mean….it’s easy for me, these days, to underestimate the scariness of nightmares now. O.o Even though I know they aren’t happy dreams….but, last night, I had a nightmare with mom forcing me into things I am not ready for. And her telling me I shouldn’t be happy….eventually, I just chose to be not happy at the end of the dream, hoping I will somehow survive it.
I woke up shaking from that dream but I know it was one I was meant to have.
There is likely a deep message to it if I look up it.
I don’t feel upset I had that dream. In fact, I am really happy that my subconcience challenged me like that. Cos some things I am too afraid of and maybe someone outta talk to be about them. Might as well be my subconcience if it can’t be anyone but me.
And that’s not a self put down. I want to be brave….And strong. My dreams know that.
So the scary ones are just as meaningful to me too.
I woke up shaking from that dream but I know it was one I was meant to have.
There is likely a deep message to it if I look up it.
I don’t feel upset I had that dream. In fact, I am really happy that my subconcience challenged me like that. Cos some things I am too afraid of and maybe someone outta talk to be about them. Might as well be my subconcience if it can’t be anyone but me.
And that’s not a self put down.
I want to be brave….And strong. My dreams know that.So the scary ones are just as meaningful to me too.
